I know I'm ridiculously behind on everybody's updates, but I promise I'll get to them tomorrow. I'm feeling really tired. The concert is fast-approaching, oh my God! Sorry to any of my texting buddies and anybody else I spoke to in the past three days. I have been having really shitty days at work and while that's not an excuse to be short, it's just stressing me out. They are experimenting with having an 11:00PM bagger and cashier. Sunday, I was stuck on U-Scan, as you know already, for 5 hours and then Monday and tonight? Ugh.

Monday night, Kristina went out to Samantha's car to get some DVDs. In her place, I watched U-Scan for the five minutes she was outside and couldn't bag for Celia. Of course, Celia got all uppity about this, snapped at me and was generally ill-tempered for the remaining ten minutes I was on the clock and decided to actually call Roger in the morning about it saying that Kristina was gone for twenty minutes and I had "no one in U-Scan" (even though I did). Samantha vouched for Kristina and the whole thing blew over with Roger, but still. Listening to Celia bitch and complain about this, that, and the other thing for the 4.5 hours she was there, plus the piss-poor attitude towards the end didn't help me much. And then today I had lot four times (half hour a pop), plus last lot (an hour). Last lot for those not in the know is where you have to clear the lot, empty the lobby, and put all the carts off to the side. This usually takes you longer than an hour, a little closer to an hour and ten. But they were snapping at me that I needed to be inside bagging right then and there when I was still finishing emptying the lobby. jfdskfhsj. I can only be in one place at a time.

I think a combination of this and just working pretty much constantly since school let out, I'm a little burned out with work and need some away-time. I'm sure tomorrow, I'll be feeling much, much better mood-wise and hopefully will stop being such a twat. I also really hate how I haven't had much motivation/energy/time to work-out. So, hopefully in the morning, I'll be able to hop back onto that train and stuff. I'm sure that'll improve my mood like crazy. Aside from that, I'll probably have to go Kroger to pick up a prescription for Dad. He's been hit with the same bug as domestic_hooker is currently battling, it seems like. (Both of you get better soon. ♥) He's not sure if he'll feel up to getting it himself or not, but it doesn't make a difference to me. I need to go to Wally World and buy a few things plus I promised Kristina I'd bring her a Fluffernutter tomorrow.

Mm...Fluffernutter...

Anyways, that's it from me. I think it's bedtime for me and hopefully a better day tomorrow. I'll definitely catch up soon.

First of all, the new footage that's the making of the Evanescent PV. (Hint: Watch in HQ.)

»DOWNLOAD HERE«
And then because I'm sure you've already forgotten what the PV was like from the last time I posted it, here it is again. (Hint: Watch in HQ.)


If you would like a HQ version of the PV, you can download that here. I didn't actually rip this version of it though (no idea who did; I just found it floating around the nets). My version was about 20MB smaller than this one I found, so you guys get the really good version.

And if you want my .VOB/DVD quality rip of the making of combined with the PV after that (I couldn't just cut them into two and preserve them as .VOB for some ghei-ass reason; if you can split them up yourself then don't feel inhibited from doing so), you can snag that over at Megaupload.

You can download the single over at this post.

Now, brb. I'm gushing.

Less than two months away.

ARE YOU KIDDING ME? OF COURSE I'M AFRAID. SHIT SON, EVEN MY ICON IS AFRAID. THIS IS THE BABY JESUS TAKING HIS SWEET, SWEET REVENGE ON THE LOT OF YOU SINNERS. MOSES HAD THE PLAGUE. OBAMA HAS THE BACON LUNG. THE END IS NIGH.

FOR THAT VERY REASON, I HAVE BUILT A BUNKER IN MY BACKYARD AND SUPPLIED MYSELF WITH ENOUGH FOOD AND WATER TO GET BY FOR SIX MONTHS. THE REASON I HAVE NOT BEEN UPDATING THIS ONLINE BLOG IS BECAUSE OF THIS IMPORTANT CONSTRUCTION. I HAVE ONLY SINCE THEN DARED TO RETURN TO THE SURFACE TO RETRIEVE MY LAPTOP ALTHOUGH IT WILL SOON BE RUNNING OUT OF POWER. SO I GUESS THESE WILL BE MY LAST WORDS TO YOU GUYS, MY FLIST (BECAUSE YOU GUYS ARE A BUNCH OF FAGGOT DEVIL-WORSHIPPING DOUCHEBAGS AND WILL SURELY CATCH THIS HORRIFIC DISEASE DESPITE THE FACT THE COMMON FLU KILLS HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE EACH YEAR AND THIS HAS ONLY HAVE BEEN CONFIRMED TO HAVE KILLED 20 PEOPLE OUT OF A POPULATION OF MILLIONS IN MEXICO AND YOU PROBABLY HAVE BETTER CHANCES OF DYING FROM CANCER): I WILL MISS YOU.

In all seriousness though, no. It's just a sensationalized fad disease that needs to gtfo like the other diseases before it. Common sense and logic people: look them up for fuck's sake.

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My dog's bark.

I have been basically scouring the internet for a decent (subbed) copy of Matthew's Best Hit TV when Hyde and Ken were guests. I finally found a copy and put them up on YouTube (a dummy account, naturally; I was already slapped on the wrist twice for copyright infringement, so I'd rather not have all my videos taken down). It's in six parts, so I made the videos tiny (don't worry, you can still read the subs) to conserve on space. And below them, you'll find a MegaUpload link to download the episode for yourself. So, act now!
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DOOR - Kirito

DOOR
Words: キリト (Kirito)
Music: キリト (Kirito)

the petals of flowers that softly blossomed on a moonlit night
fill the air and will scatter as a beautiful past does.
there's no going back to how it was then,
but, that's what makes it beautiful
these nights spent trembling with regret,
are only for now.

we held each other in the cold wind
the wounds we'd tried to forget opened
can't shed anymore tears
have to move on
even as I'm frozen to the spot,
I've got to leave here.

the night is coming to an end, even though I despise the morning
I wonder if there's anything left these hands can do?
the night is coming to an end, the window is too bright
I'll open the door, I don't need anywhere to go home to

I can't shed anymore tears
I mustn't stop
even as I'm taken by fear,
I've got to leave here.

The night is coming to an end, even though I despise the morning
I wonder if my hands are capable making change?
The night is coming to an end, the window is too bright
I'll open the door, I don't need anywhere to go home to.

the petals of flowers that softly blossomed on a moonlit night
fill the air and will scatter as a beautiful past does.
the petals of flowers that softly blossomed on a moonlit night
fill the air and vanish to the future behind me.

Even though the song might seem like a wangsty sort've song (especially with a promo video like this), but the song is about always carrying forth and trying not to live in the past. I think even though I haven't experienced as many hardships as some out there, I believe that the future is and always will be a scary place. But I don't think hiding from it in the "night" will do any good. I try to live my life in that manner where regardless of how afraid I am, I always keep walking.